my beluga.

(for those of you who don't know, "beluga" is a name that josh and i have for each other.)

he is so sweet and kind to me, and i am so thankful and appreciative of him.

i have been really sick since sunday and he has done everything he can to take care of me, love me, and just be here for me.

he went with me to the ER twice on sunday; once in town, once an hour and a half away.

he's gone out and gotten me soup and tv shows to watch.

he's come over to my house and just let me sleep for hours on end, while he just lays there beside me.

it's nice to have someone so understanding and helpful.

he is always there for me; good and bad.

and i'm just really grateful.

p.s.

i think my arm is going to fall off.

p.s.s.

not seriously.

it just really hurts.